Since you can’t love, be friends all your life

by chance, he took my heart away.

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Tomorrow is Hai’s birthday. The reason why I remember so clearly is that I met Hai on that day seven years ago. It was an accident, at his birthday party. At that time, I just came out of the shadow of a love affair and swore that I would never love anyone else in my life. But he, a wordless and almost wooden man, gave me a real sense of warmth and security. At first, I didn’t care. I just felt that he was like a big brother. In front of him, I talked about everything. I told him all the happy, happy, boring and unscrupulous topics. He just listened quietly, occasionally patted my head with his hand, and added: “silly girl, I don’t know what you think in your head!” So much so that I joked with him, “what if you find a girlfriend who is not talkative like you?” He said, “then find someone who likes to talk!”

One day, he suddenly took out a piece of paper. It was his college admission notice. In another month, he would go to another city to report. It was a good university. I should congratulate him, but I am suddenly afraid that he will leave, because I have begun to like him a little.

In the next month, maybe we know that the time we spend together will be too short, and we cherish each other very much. He also took good care of me. Even my classmate lied to him that I had a cold, and he hurried all the way to deliver medicine to me on a hot day. However, the almost white hot feelings could not stop the pace of parting. He was going to leave, and I could not go to see him off for various reasons. I could only page him again and again: “you left, taking my heart away.”

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In the future, we can only contact by letter and telephone. People say that separation and distance are the cruelest things for love, but we don’t think that although we can only meet in winter and summer vacation every year, this has not affected our feelings in the least. On the contrary, we love each other even more.

A year later, I returned to my hometown after graduating from technical secondary school, waiting for assignment, but the job did not come, and many people came to propose marriage. I refuse everything. My mother asked me if I had a boyfriend. At that time, he was still at school and told me not to tell my family about our relationship because the time was not ripe. So I said no, mom didn’t believe it, and an inevitable family war broke out. In a fit of anger, I went to Guangdong to work.

At that time, on the one hand, I thought about him, and on the other hand, I was worried that it would drag him down. If you want to fly high, you should forget the horizon. So, I decided to turn off the pager and not contact him. However, the yearning engulfed my heart day by day. One month later, I finally couldn’t help dialing his phone. It seemed as if we had made an appointment in advance, and as soon as the phone rang, it was connected. With only one “hello”, I was already in tears. Hearing his voice, I couldn’t control myself and cried “wow”. His voice, which had not been seen for a long time, sounded so tired and anxious: “don’t cry, little boy. Where have you been these days? Why don’t you contact me? I’m so worried. You don’t return when I page you.” I cried uncontrollably. After I had cried enough, I felt like I had suddenly discovered the new world. The sky was so high and blue, and it was all because of him.

In the future, we would write letters to each other every day, telling each other about what happened around us. He also said that he would fold paper cranes for me every day, and pick me up when there were enough 1001. At that time, I was really happy.

There is no snow in the winter in the south. I said in my letter that I miss the winter with him very much. At that time, I put my hand into his coat pocket and it was warm. So, when the first snow fell there, he sent me a letter. There was only one line of words on the paper: “honey, it’s snowing. Send some snowflakes for you to smell.” At that time, I also seemed to really smell the taste of snowflakes, cool and sweet.

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