letters from readers:
Hello, I have a boyfriend at present. The two degrees are equal. I am half a year older than him.
In front of him, I can act like a child, be willful, act like a spoiled child, and do everything I want to do. To be honest, I was very comfortable when I first stayed. After all, what I have always wanted to find is a man who is infinitely good to me. A year ago, he came to my city Shenzhen. Although his work has just begun, I have no tendency to be anxious at all. Everything can be done slowly. After all, we have plenty of time.
After such a warm day for half a year, yes, half a year. After 180 days and nights, I gradually found that I felt tired when I paid the rent day after day and supported the whole day. After all, my work was tired and cumbersome. Although I was put in an important position in the company, I honestly had a lot of workload. We didn’t travel together for so long. We didn’t have money, energy and time, We even took very few pictures together.
I also don’t want to introduce him to my family. Originally, our regions are so far apart, and I am the one who reads the most books in my family. Slowly, our feelings are warm and warm. For a while, I even resented him. Why has he not changed a bit in a year? His salary has increased from 1800 yuan to 2000 yuan. You can’t buy anything from him. You have to pay for the simplest thing yourself, Although my salary is enough for me to spend, I feel different. I’m tired, I cry, I complain, but I don’t quarrel. It’s been half a year. Today, we’ve been together for almost a year.
In the first half of the year, he moved me with his warmth. Although I don’t love this man very much, I like the warmth he brings me.
In the second half of the year, I paralyzed myself with the reality I saw. I told myself that one day I would be fine. As long as I slowly hold on for a while, the good days will always come. But although I have been living by this belief, I feel no longer. I will not stick to him anymore, think of him when I am on business, miss him, worry about him, or… It seems like just a habit, Used to his hugs, his caresses, the pattern of making love to each other
His grandfather passed away a few days ago, and I found out that I only need such a man in my life, not him. Other people can do it. That day, a colleague suddenly told me that I would make do with my life, but I didn’t want to make do with it in this life.
And I don’t know why we have come to this day. What else do we have together now. Is he accommodating me and sexual? He said that he loved me, but is that love?
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