When I mentioned this matter to my husband, he looked happy and said a very philosophical sentence: “no one can completely forget the feelings that have been paid
unforgettable memory
Recently, there have been some changes in my life as usual. Perhaps everyone can’t imagine that after many years, I met my first lover Lin and my second boyfriend again. Maybe some people will have the same experience as me, but it may not be the majority that I see two people I once loved in a short time.
When I was caught off guard, Lin Hetong, two unrelated people, chose almost the same day to come. Their reasons are almost the same, and they come to see me when they go home to visit their relatives. To their death, they are still single.
Lin, my first love, is a person who is deeply engraved in my heart.
We made a vow at the age of ignorance in high school: we will always be good. Looking back today, it looks like an alliance between two little girls. At that time, he studied well and I studied poorly. He sits next to me every day in front of the adoring eyes of the girls in the class to give me remedial lessons, and for the rest of the time, I will finish the homework he left me against the eyes of all the girls who want to eat me. I once asked him why he wanted to tutor me. I was so hopeless. He said that because he saw me tying a child’s shoes at the school gate, it showed that I was a caring person, so he liked to help me.
I don’t know when I fell in love with him. If one day he doesn’t appear in my sight, I will feel uneasy and can’t do anything. Although this kind of love is as immature as a green apple, I secretly enjoy the sweetness alone. Finally one day, he saw my diary. At that moment, he was also shocked. He didn’t say anything. He just stretched out his arms, held me in his arms, and said to me that we should always be good. Later, we were both admitted to the University. He was admitted to a very good school, and I was admitted to a school in this city, which is already a miracle to me.
that unforgettable first love
After going to college, at first, we still had some contact. Later, he came back less and wrote less. And I also understand that there are too many gaps between us, and I proposed to break up. He did not object. My heart hurts a little, but there is a joy of helping others. I like him, I hope he has a happy life, and I don’t want to be a burden to him.
Later, I met my elder colleague on the university campus. In fact, he and Lin are quite similar. They are the same size and attract the attention of girls. He has the composure and maturity that his peers do not have. At that time, I heard others say that Tong’s family was not very well off. He spent his college expenses on his relatives at home. Of course, later, he relied more on himself. He took several jobs in his spare time. Almost every day, he can be seen riding an old bicycle without a back rack through the campus.
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