[guide] when you see Begonia for the first time, you will feel that she is so ordinary that you won’t think anything amazing will happen to her. But when she smiled, a ray of sunlight immediately swept across her face, and the whole person suddenly became bright and vivid.
At the age of 30, she smiled very kindly, giving you a sense of peace and warmth
love triggered by high heels
I grew up in a single parent family. Because my father could not earn money, my mother eloped with a working man in the village. My family was poor since I was a child. In my memory, my father and I were often laughed at because we didn’t have money. I knew the importance of money. As the saying goes, money is not everything, but it is absolutely impossible without money. Having graduated from college without any financial foundation, I had to work as a clerk in a company. A few thin notes can determine a person’s fate, which is also expected in my eyes.
In my work, I have always been serious. People who see me think that I am a typical professional woman. In fact, I am not as strong as my appearance. I know that my heart is very fragile, especially when I encounter some difficulties, I always want to find someone to help me make up my mind. Not only is my psychological dependence strong, but my ability to take care of myself is also poor. Sometimes I also want to find a boyfriend to take care of me. Since this man has not appeared yet, I think it should be fate! But I didn’t expect that a small “disaster” would give me a husband
I remember very clearly that on May 11, 2005, when I went home from work as usual and was preparing to go upstairs, I was careless that the heel of my high-heeled shoes fell into the gap between two bricks downstairs. At that time, I was embarrassed and anxious. I tried many methods but still didn’t pull out the heel that made me look foolish. I gave up when I wanted to turn around and go upstairs directly, A man’s voice behind him came softly: “beauty, since I can’t pull it out, I’ll show my Gentlemanliness and carry you upstairs.” Just as I was thinking about which frivolous man said such a thing, I looked back and found that he lived opposite me. At this time, my brain does not allow me to think more. Since I am willing to help, I said to him: “thank you, just help me up. Hold me, and you can avoid it!”
When I got home, I said thank you and shut him out. As a single woman, I didn’t want to cause myself unnecessary trouble. The next morning, when I was ready to lock the door to work as usual, the door next door also opened instantaneously. In his hand, he held the heel of my shoe that I lost yesterday, She said with a smile: “I saw that the brand of the shoes was red dragonfly. A pair of shoes is not cheap! I pulled out the heels for you. If you don’t mind, give me the shoes. I will help you find a shoe repairer outside the community to glue them to you. You go to your class. Anyway, I have a rest today. You can pick them up directly after work!” Looking at his sincere eyes, I didn’t know how to refuse. I opened the door, gave him my shoes, and went to work. I didn’t know why I trusted him so much. I didn’t even know his name.
I didn’t have the spirit to go to work all day. I always thought about my shoes. In fact, I know that what I really care about is the person who helps me repair my shoes. I don’t know why I did this. This is not the same as me in the past. Maybe it is because I lack the care of others! I shook my head and thought about it. I didn’t want to think about it again. I took my shoes back after work. In this way, we would be strangers. Finally, it was 5:30 in the afternoon. As soon as the bell rang, I quickly packed up my things and went home.
On the way home, I bought some dishes by the way, so it was almost 7:30 when I got home. When I went up to the last floor to get the key to open the door, I saw him standing anxiously at my door, When he saw me, he said: “why did you go? I’m very worried about coming back so late. Your shoes have been repaired. You must not have eaten yet. Come to my house. I’ve cooked dinner. Take your shoes back after dinner!” I wanted to refuse. After all, we didn’t know each other. Seeing my hesitation, he pulled me to his house and said, “don’t think about anything. Eat first!” Looking at a rich dinner table, I sat down because I couldn’t say no again.
neighbors become lovers
I don’t know where the courage came from. I never drink. I asked him for beer to drink with me. The consequences can be imagined. I was drunk and in a mess. I only remember hearing him ask if I could kiss me in a daze. My heart was trembling and almost burst out of my chest. Before I could say anything, he had kissed me deeply, wild and passionate, hot as fire, like melting me. We were tearing off each other’s clothes while kissing. He mumbled: “I want you, I want you”, The tone of voice is mixed with a little pleading. I want to refuse but can’t make a sound. It turns out that being needed is so shocking. It turns out that people’s body temperature can be so hot and maddening. Pain, only in an instant, that night I became his woman, but I still don’t know his name.
The next morning, I woke up with a feeling of pain all over my body. I found that I was not at home, and I was naked, but there was no one around me. I have everything that happened last night in my mind. My God! Is this me? He had a one night stand with a man whose name he didn’t know. In fact, I think I like him. Otherwise, how could I agree to his request and come to his house for dinner? Maybe his easygoing moved me, but what did he think? For a man who doesn’t know his name, maybe he’s married. Even if he’s not married, he should have a girlfriend!
After breakfast, he and I sat down on his sofa. I just wanted to open my mouth to say something, and he first opened his mouth: “maybe you don’t know my name. My name is Qun. It’s funny to say that we are so close. You don’t know my name, do you, Begonia!” I was stunned, Listen to him continue: “I fell in love with you at first sight. I learned about you from your landlord. Hey, I like a simple girl like you. Haven’t you noticed it all the time? Why do you come back late at night and the light in the stairwell is always on? Why do people throw away the garbage you put at the door? Why have you been here for more than a year and no one has asked you to pay the property management fee? Fool, I helped you because I like you, especially yesterday After becoming your first man, I will tell you that I love you… “I didn’t listen to anything else. After he said” I love you “, I threw myself into his arms. Because I really need a good man to love me.
After that, I returned the house and moved directly to his house.
decides to get married but finds that he can’t forget his first love.
After meeting both parents, we plan to get married,. I began to decorate my new house happily. I thought of everything after us and planned our future slowly in my heart, but I always forgot to ask him why he and his ex girlfriend broke up. It was not until March last year that I came across that ugly scene in our house where we were about to get married that I realized that he and the girl had not broken up. After all, they were his first love lovers. At that time, they broke up because of the opposition of both parents. But the two of them had been secretly dating. They married me only to explain to their family. Although he also liked me, he just couldn’t leave that woman, It can be said that the woman has become a part of his life. At that time, I didn’t believe my eyes and ears. After giving him a hard slap, I packed up my things and moved away from there.
After breaking up with him, I was very unhappy. I was not young. It was not easy to meet a man who made me feel. Besides, my relatives and friends all learned that we were going to get married. Therefore, after accepting his apology, I made up with him again, hoping to give him and myself a chance. But he still remembered that person. I can’t give myself any excuse to be with him anymore. This time I left him without hesitation. Several months have passed. Although my pain has eased, I have become a person who will not love. I don’t know if I’m hurt too deeply, or if I haven’t met someone who can make me move again. After this relationship, I began to be cynical until I met Ming.
met a divorced man
At a classmate’s party last year, I met Ming. At the first sight of him, my heart was confused. He is too much like a group. Every move, word and deed give me the illusion that he is a group. Some people say that the most unforgettable thing for people is their first love, and this group is not only my first love, but also my first man. Therefore, when I saw Ming, a kind of inexplicable emotion came from my heart. As soon as he spoke to me, I would blush and heartbeat. Especially when I heard that he was divorced and still single, I had more thoughts in my heart.
We left our contact information when we were leaving. Unexpectedly, on the first day I returned to work, he encountered a fierce pursuit attack from him. Every morning, he would call me and say long sweet words. He will wait for me at the gate of the company as soon as I get off work. Slowly, I surrendered under his strong offensive. After we dated for a period of time, one day he suddenly said to me deeply: “Haitang, I want to confess one thing to you. Although I divorced, I didn’t leave home after divorce. We have lived together all the time. But please believe that I am sincere to you. After knowing you, I only want you.”
I was stunned. Although he divorced, they still live together, which shows that they still have feelings. All along, what I hate most is the woman who destroys other people’s families, because I have a deep pain in this, and I didn’t expect to become such a person myself. I didn’t think that the first man I met was like this, and the second one was like this. I really wanted to slap the man in front of me. But I held back and said, “don’t come to me in the future.” Turn around and leave.
for that child, I decided to leave him.
But it didn’t take long for my reason to be knocked down by my love for him. Especially after he moved out of my home, the days with him were the happiest days of my life. He was very kind to me, good enough to be described as doting. He likes snoring when he sleeps. In order not to affect my rest, he always sits in the quilt and waits for me to fall asleep before lying down; When it comes to winter, my feet are cold. He always puts my feet in his arms to warm them up. After a long psychological battle, I think I will not leave this man who loves me deeply.
When he heard the news of our marriage, his ex-wife ran to me and begged me tearfully to let go for the sake of their children. My conscience is not bad, and I am a person who believes in fate. I am afraid of retribution. In addition, I still don’t believe him very much, because one night his child had a high fever, and his ex-wife had no choice but to ask him for help. I’m not a stingy person. He asked me to go with him, saying that it was so reassuring. I wanted more people and more helpers. I went without thinking about anything.
When we arrived at the hospital, the child had been sent to the operating room. His ex-wife cried and told us that the child had acute appendicitis and needed immediate surgery. I don’t know how long it took. The child who finished the operation was sent to the ward by the nurse. Exhausted, we three adults silently watched the child wake up. Unexpectedly, the first sentence the child said when he woke up was “Auntie, please, give dad back to our family. Both my mother and I need him”. I was embarrassed and didn’t know what to say. In order to relieve my embarrassment, Ming asked me to go home and wait for him first. As the sound of closing the door disappeared, there came the sound of Ming’s scolding and his ex-wife’s crying.
During the child’s hospitalization, Ming went to the hospital every day, and occasionally I would go to see the child’s condition. Whenever I think back to seeing the picture of Ming reading a fairy tale to the child and the child’s mother peeling an apple for the child, my heart aches. He can’t bear to leave such a good wife. What will he do to me if one day I am old and yellow? And I really don’t want to destroy such a beautiful picture, not for anything else, just for that child. When I broke up with him, he pestered me like crazy, saying that I would never find a person who loved me and loved me like him in my life, and I just wanted to be an ordinary woman. I needed someone who really loved me and didn’t live in my heart.
Notes:
Begonias are very beautiful, but they are not smart and sophisticated. Although she experienced two feelings, the group hurt her most. She believes that love can create everything. I said to her, “you are a lovely woman, and you must find someone who really loves you. Those who hurt you are just posts on your life. You must believe that happiness is far away, and we are still on the way.”
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