Name: Wu Xiang
gender: female age: 22 Occupation: clerk
While waiting for the elevator with Wu Xiang, I met a colleague. After seeing her off, I saw the colleague I met earlier. She asked, “is that girl here to tell?” I nodded, and she looked puzzled: “she has good conditions. She is a tall, beautiful and young girl. She looks smart. What’s bothering her?”
In fact, when I saw Wu Xiang, I had the same doubts in my heart. We always thought that girls would be happy if they were smart and beautiful. Maybe this idea is wrong – beauty and intelligence are just icing on the cake. So, what is the first condition for a woman to be happy?
falling in love with him makes me gentle
In 2004, I studied in a secondary school in Hanyang. At the age of sixteen or seventeen, and without the pressure of further education, love has become my most important lesson. At that time, there were a lot of people chasing me, but I was obstinate and willful, and I wanted to split with those boys who liked me. There was a boy named Zhou Lin. when I insisted on breaking up, he resolutely refused and even committed suicide. Without mercy, I said to him faintly: “it’s foolish of you to do this.”
Later, I talked about a boy named Fu Feng. Once, when I went out to play with him, he attacked me while I was asleep. When I woke up in pain, he was lying on my body. I hated him so much that I slapped him twice. He ran out. In fact, I am a conservative person in my heart. As long as he sincerely apologizes, I will forgive him. As a result, he begged me for two days. Seeing that I was still putting on airs, he called me “bitch!” I was so angry that I ignored him even more.
In 2006, I was fascinated by the online game “legend”, and met Tian Li when I was fighting in that imaginary world. He is high-level and well equipped in the game. Playing with him is enjoyable and impressive. Because they were all from Wuhan, we made an appointment to meet. I couldn’t help laughing when I saw him – he was not tall, but very beautiful: big eyes, tender skin, red lips and white teeth, just like a porcelain doll.
At that time, he was a security guard in the Asian trade center. When I went to see him, he would pull a rose out of his sleeve; We went shopping together. I paid a little attention to what I had. The next day, he delivered it to me. Although I have been in love for many times, I have never been so happy with him. I have always been used to bossing boys around, and I have become gentle.
On November 30, 2006, I told him that Fu Feng had violated me and asked if he would forgive me. He said: “I can forgive, because that person is you.” I was so moved that I cried. That night, we had sex. The next day, he said to me, “you are still a virgin.” I was stunned, happy and regretful.
If I had known that – I wouldn’t have made out with him.
first miscarriage , cracks appear
In January 2007, I suddenly ate more and became lazy. I felt inappropriate. I went to a small hospital for examination and found that I was pregnant. The doctor said that I had inflammation and could not miscarry immediately. After a period of treatment, when I went for an examination, the doctor said that I had a venereal disease. I was angry and angry. I called Tian Li. He knelt down in front of me and swore, “I really haven’t slept with anyone!”
We rented a house, both of us had to treat diseases, and he still spent all day online without money. I am so angry that I scold him every day and often cry at him. Once, after we had a big row, I suddenly lost confidence in the future. I ran back to the school dormitory and stabbed my pulse with a knife. The blood spurted out and fell on my face. I didn’t feel any pain at all. A classmate just came back and dragged me to the infirmary.
In desperation, I asked Zhou Lin for help. He said nothing and sent me 5000 yuan. I’ll give this money to Tian Li – I hope he can be cured first.
In April, I went to a large hospital for examination and found that I did not have sexually transmitted diseases.
I went to have an abortion. Tian Li said he was not free. Zhou Lin accompanied me. Watching him run up and down, I felt sorry. He said to me, “Tian Li doesn’t care about you. I care about you. I will treat you well.” I smiled bitterly at him. Now, where can I turn back.
The child was formed when she miscarried and was a boy. The doctor showed it to me. I didn’t say anything, but at night I dreamed that the child grabbed my clothes and cried, “Mom, why don’t you want me…” I woke up crying. It was 4:00 in the morning. I called Tian Li and cried out of breath. He comforted me and said that he would come to see me the next day. As a result, he didn’t show up until a week later.
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